In 2022 I ended a very toxic relationship. It was a relationship where constant gaslighting made me lose all self worth. The decision made me lose my 15 year old who is angry at me for deserting her mother, but (for the first time in my life) I simply had to put myself first. I was very fortunate to meet an amazing person towards the end of 2022. Someone who made me realise that I am worthy. Tonight I had the opportunity to meet her young children and it was a fun experience. I am just sad that my own little girl is still not talking to me.